Coulrophobia in Supernatural

Sam Winchester has one single fear, clowns. If you want to face your fear, or you actually love clowns, this list has them all. Every episode of Supernatural that centers around Sam’s fear, has clowns in it, or mention of clowns, is listed right here.

Season 2, Episode 2 – Everybody Loves a Clown

Season 2, Episode 5 – Simon Said

Season 3, Episode 11 – Mystery Spot

Season 3, Episode 12 – Jus in Bello

Season 5, Episode 9 – The Real Ghostbusters

Season 5, Episode 11 – Sam, Interrupted

Season 6, Episode 15 – The French Mistake

Season 7, Episode 12 – Time After Time

Season 7, Episode 14 – Plucky Pennywhistle’s Magical Menagerie

Season 11, Episode 7 – Plush

Season 13, Episode 16 – Scoobynatural

Season 14, Episode 13 – Lebanon

Season 14, Episode 20 – Moriah

Season 15, Episode 1 – Back and to the Future

Season 15, Episode 3 – The Rupture

The Colt’s Story

The Colt is a gun created by Samuel Colt in the 1800’s. This gun has very special power, it can kill all but five things in existence. We first learn of the colt when John Winchester hunts it down in order to use it on the demon that killed his wife.

The Colt’s story is played out in the episodes listed here.

Season 1, Episode 16 – Shadow

Season 1, Episode 20 – Dead Mans Blood

Season 1, Episode 21 – Salvation

Season 1, Episode 22 – Devil’s Trap

Season 2, Episode 1 – In My Time of Dying

Season 2, Episode 2 – Everybody Loves a Clown

Season 2, Episode 4 – Children Shouldn’t Play With Dead Things

Season 2, Episode 21 – All Hell Breaks Loose: Part 1

Season 2, Episode 22 – All Hell Breaks Loose: Part 2

Season 3, Episode 3 – Bad Day at Black Rock

Season 3, Episode 4 – Sin City

Season 3, Episode 5 – Bedtime Stories

Season 3, Episode 7 – Fresh Blood

Season 3, Episode 9 – Malleus Maleficarum

Season 3, Episode 10 – Dream a Little Dream of Me

Season 3, Episode 12 – Jus in Bello

Season 3, Episode 15 – Time is On My Side

Season 4, Episode 3 – In The Beginning

Season 5, Episode 1 – Sympathy For the Devil

Season 5, Episode 4 – The End

Season 5, Episode 9 – The Real Ghostbusters

Season 5, Episode 10 – Abandon All Hope

Season 6, Episode 18 – Frontierland

Season 12, Episode 12 – Stuck in the Middle (With You)

Season 12, Episode 14 – The Raid

Season 12, Episode 17 – The British Invasion

Season 12, Episode 18 – The Memory Remains

Season 12, Episode 19 – The Future

Season 12, Episode 20 – Twigs & Twine & Tasha Banes

Season 15, Episode 5 – Proverbs 17:3

Season 15, Episode 12 – Galaxy Brain

Season 15, Episode 19 – Inherit the Earth

Claire’s Story

Claire Novak, daughter of James “Jimmy” Novak, experienced great emotional and psychological trauma when her father gave himself as a vessel to the angel, Castiel. Things only got worse after that.

This list will play out Claire’s dynamic Supernatural story.

Claire is primarily portrayed by the commendable actor, Kathryn Newton.

Season 4, Episode 20 – The Rapture

Meet young Claire.

Season 10, Episode 7 – Girls, Girls, Girls

Mention.

Season 10, Episode 9 – The Things We Left Behind

What has Claire been up to all these years?

Season 10, Episode 10 – The Hunter Games

Claire isn’t happy.

Season 10, Episode 20 – Angel Heart

Claire is on a mission.

Season 11, Episode 12 – Don’t You Forget About Me

Claire needs help.

Season 12, Episode 16 – Ladies Drink Free

Claire runs into Sam and Dean.

Season 12, Episode 20 – Twigs & Twine & Tashsa Banes

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Season 12, Episode 22 – Who We Are

Mention.

Season 13, Episode 3 – Patience

Mention.

Season 13, Episode 10 – Wayward Sisters

Claire and the girls help the boys.

Season 14, Episode 3 – The Scar

Mention.

Season 15, Episode 9 – The Trap

Mention.

Season 15, Episode12 – Galaxy Brain

Mention.

Season 15, Episode 18 – Despair

Mention.

Chuck’s Story

Well, since Chuck wrote the entire Supernatural story, we should tell you to watch the entire series from beginning to end, but we wont do that (Please, do watch the entire series, you wont regret it!). This list will play out Chuck’s Supernatural story, only the episodes that specifically play out his story, not Sam and Dean’s. Confusing, I know.

Chuck Shurley, AKA Carver Edlund, AKA…, is a writer. Specifically, he writes the Supernatural series of books. We meet Chuck when Sam and Dean discover his books and set out to find out who the hell is writing their lives, and how the hell he’s doing it! It only gets better (more entertaining) from there.

Chuck is played by the charming, Rob Benedict.

Season 3, Episode 4 – Sin City

Season 3, Episode 6 – Red Sky at Morning

Season 4, Episode 1 – Lazarus Rising

Season 4, Episode 2 – Are you there, God? It’s Me, Dean Winchester

Season 4, Episode 4 – Metamorphosis

Season 4, Episode 10 – Heaven and Hell

Season 4, Episode 16 – On the Head of a Pin

Season 4, Episode 18 – The Monster at the End of This Book

Season 4, Episode 21 – When the Levee Breaks

Season 4, Episode 22 – Lucifer Rising

Season 5, Episode 1 – Sympathy For the Devil

Season 5, Episode 2 – Good God, Y’all

Season 5, Episode 3 – Free to be You and Me

Season 5, Episode 4 – The End

Season 5, Episode 9 – The Real Ghostbusters

Season 5, Episode 11 – Sam, Interrupted

Season 5, Episode 12 – Swap Meat

Season 5, Episode 13 – The Song Remains the Same

Season 5, Episode 16 – Dark Side of the Moon

Season 5, Episode 21 – Two Minutes to Midnight

Season 5, Episode 22 – Swan Song

Season 6, Episode 20 – The Man Who Would Be King

Season 7, Episode 1 – Meet the New Boss

Season 7, Episode 8 – Season 7, Time for a Wedding!

Season 7, Episode 21 – Reading is Fundamental

Season 7, Episode 22 – There Will Be Blood

Season 7, Episode 23 – Survival of the Fittest

Season 8, Episode 1 – We Need to Talk About Kevin

Season 8, Episode 2 – What’s Up, Tiger Mommy?

Season 8, Episode 7 – A Little Slice of Kevin

Season 8, Episode 14 – Trial and Error

Season 8, Episode 20 – Pac-Man Fever

Season 8, Episode 21 – The Great Escapist

Season 8, Episode 23 – Sacrifice

Season 9, Episode 1 – I Think I’m Gonna Like It Here

Season 9, Episode 10 – Road Trip

Season 9, Episode 18 – Meta Fiction

Season 9, Episode 22 – Stairway to Heaven

Season 9, Episode 23 – Do You Believe in Miracles

Season 10, Episode 5 – Fan Fiction

Season 10, Episode 9 – The Things We Left Behind

Season 10, Episode 16 – Paint It Black

Season 10, Episode 17 – Inside Man

Season 10, Episode 23 – Brother’s Keeper

Season 11, Episode 2 – Form and Void

Season 11, Episode 3 – The Bad Seed

Season 11, Episode 4 – Baby

Season 11, Episode 6 – Our Little World

Season 11, Episode 7 – Plush

Season 11, Episode 8 – Just My Imagination

Season 11, Episode 9 – O Brother, Where Art Thou?

Season 11, Episode 10 – The Devil In the Details

Season 11, Episode 13 – Love Hurts

Season 11, Episode 14 – The Vessel

Season 11, Episode 17 – Red Meat

Season 11, Episode 18 – Hell’s Angel

Season 11, Episode 19 – The Chitters

Season 11, Episode 20 – Don’t Call Me Shurley

Season 11, Episode 21 – All In the Family

Season 11, Episode 22 – We Happy Few

Season 11, Episode 23 – Alpha and Omega

Season 12, Episode 1 – Keep Calm and Carry On

Season 12, Episode 4 – American Nightmare

Season 12, Episode 7 – Rock Never Dies

Season 12, Episode 8 – LOTUS

Season 12, Episode 11 – Regarding Dean

Season 12, Episode 15 – Somewhere Between Heaven and Hell

Season 13, Episode 1 – Lost and Found

Season 13, Episode 2 – The Rising Son

Season 13, Episode 6 – Tombstone

Season 13, Episode 7 – War of the Worlds

Season 13, Episode 13 – Devil’s Bargain

Season 13, Episode 15 – A Most Holy Man

Season 13, Episode 18 – Bring ’em Back Alive

Season 13, Episode 21 – Beat the Devil

Season 13, Episode 22 – Exodus

Season 13, Episode 23 – Let the Good Times Roll

Season 14, Episode 8 – Byzantium

Season 14, Episode 10 – Nihilism

Season 14, Episode 13 – Lebanon

Season 14, Episode 15 – Peace of Mind

Season 14, Episode 17 – Game Night

Season 14, Episode 19 – Jack in the Box

Season 14, Episode 20 – Moriah

Season 15, Episode 1 – Back and to the Future

Season 15, Episode 2 – Raising Hell

Season 15, Episode 3 – The Rupture

Season 15, Episode 4 – Atomic Monsters

Season 15, Episode 5 – Proverbs 17:3

Season 15, Episode 6 – Golden Time

Season 15, Episode 7 – Last Call

Season 15, Episode 8 – Our Father, Who Aren’t In Heaven

Season 15, Episode 9 – The Trap

Season 15, Episode 10 – The Heroes’ Journey

Season 15, Episode 11 – The Gamblers

Season 15, Episode 12 – Galaxy Brain

Season 15, Episode 13 – Destiny’s Child

Season 15, Episode 14 – Last Holiday

Season 15, Episode 15 – Gimme Shelter

Season 15, Episode 16 – Drag Me Away (From You)

Season 15, Episode 17 – Unity

Season 15, Episode 18 – Despair

Season 15, Episode 19 – Inherit the Earth

Christian’s Story

Christian Campbell is third cousin to Sam and Dean on their mother’s side. He’s got an attitude and doesn’t really warm up to Dean at all. Really, the only thing Christian has in common with the Winchester brothers is being related, and being a hunter.

This short but entertaining list of Supernatural episodes will play out Christian’s story, and his ongoing influence on Sam and Dean.

Christian is played by the captivating actor, Corin Nemec.

Season 6, Episode 1 – Exile On Main St.

Meet Christian.

Season 6, Episode 2 – Two and a Half Men

Christian gives more attitude.

Season 6, Episode 7 – Family Matters

A-hunting we will go…

Season 6, Episode 10 – Caged Heat

Christian shows his true colors.

Season 7, Episode 7 – The Mentalists

Mention.

Season 8, Episode 13 – Everybody Hates Hitler

Mention.

Season 11, Episode 23 – Alpha and Omega

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Chick Flicks in Supernatural

Are you a sucker for a great chick flick? Are you all for the tears, love, sappy stories, etc.? Then you’ve come to the right list. Here, I give you a list of Supernatural episodes that I consider to be more chick flick than any other genre, or have some powerful “chick flick” moments in them.

Enjoy!

Season 1, Episode 1 – Pilot

Season 1, Episode 3 – Dead in the Water

Season 1, Episode 7 – Hook Man

Season 1, Episode 11 – Scarecrow

Season 1, Episode 12 – Faith

Season 1, Episode 13 – Route 666

Season 1, Episode 18 – Something Wicked

Season 1, Episode 22 – Devil’s Trap

Season 2, Episode 1 – In My Time of Dying

Season 2, Episode 6 – No Exit

Season 2, Episode 16 – Roadkill

Season 2, Episode 17 – Heart

Season 2, Episode 20 – What is and What Should Never Be

Season 3, Episode 2 – The Kids Are Alright

Season 3, Episode 5 – Bedtime Stories

Season 3, Episode 6 – Red Sky at Morning

Season 3, Episode 9 – Malleus Maleficarum

Season 3, Episode 14 – Long Distance Call

Season 4, Episode 3 – In the Beginning

Season 4, Episode 4 – Metamorphosis

Season 4, Episode 9 – I know What You Did Last Summer

Season 4, Episode 10 – Heaven and Hell

Season 4, Episode 14 – Sex and Violence

Season 4, Episode 20 – The Rapture

Season 5, Episode 4 – The End

Season 5, Episode 5 – Fallen Idols

Season 5, Episode 6 – I Believe the Children Are Our Future

Season 5, Episode 8 – Changing Channels

Season 5, Episode 10 – Abandon All Hope

Season 5, Episode 13 – The Song Remains the Same

Season 5, Episode 14 – My Bloody Valentine

Season 5, Episode 15 – Dead Men Don’t Wear Plaid

Season 6, Episode 2 – Two and a Half Men

Season 6, Episode 5 – Live Free or Twihard

Season 6, Episode 6 – You Can’t Handle the Truth

Season 6, Episode 14 – Mannequin 3: The Reckoning

Season 6, Episode 17 – My Heart Will Go On

Season 7, Episode 8 – Season Seven, Time For a Wedding!

Season 7, Episode 10 – Death’s Door

Season 7, Episode 17 – The Born-Again Identity

Season 8, Episode 4 – Bitten

Season 8, Episode 5 – Blood Brother

Season 8, Episode 16 – Remember the Titans

Season 8, Episode 18 – Freaks and Geeks

Season 9, Episode 3 – I’m No Angel

Season 9, Episode 6 – Heaven Can’t Wait

Season 9, Episode 12 – Sharp Teeth

Season 9, Episode 13 – The Purge

Season 9, Episode 20 – Bloodlines

Season 10, Episode 2 – Reichenbach

Season 10, Episode 4 – Paper Moon

Season 10, Episode 9 – The Things We Left Behind

Season 10, Episode 11 – There’s No Place Like Home

Season 10, Episode 12 – About a Boy

Season 10, Episode 13 – Halt & Catch Fire

Season 10, Episode 20 – Angel Heart

Season 11, Episode 13 – Love Hurts

Season 12, Episode 6 – Celebrating the Life of Asa Fox

Season 12, Episode 10 – Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets

Season 12, Episode 11 – Regarding Dean

Season 12, Episode 13 – Family Feud

Season 12, Episode 20 – Twigs & Twine & Tasha Banes

Season 13, Episode 4 – The Big Empty

Season 13, Episode 10 – Wayward Sisters

Season 13, Episode 12 – Various and Sundry Villains

Season 14, Episode 6 – Optimism

Season 14, Episode 13 – Lebanon

Season 15, Episode 20 – Carry On

Charlie’s Story

Celeste Middleton, AKA, Charlene “Charlie” Bradbury, became a much beloved character on Supernatural the very first time we saw her. A nerd, a geek, awkward, smart, and somewhat mysterious. She made us laugh, and she made us go “Awe!!!”.

We fell in love with her just as Sam and Dean did. Not a romantic love, a sibling love. To us as well as Sam and Dean, Charlie quickly became an honorary Winchester.

This list will play out Charlie’s Supernatural story for you.

Charlie is played by the very talented woman all women look up to and want to be like, Felicia Day.

Season 7, Episode 20 – The Girl with the Dungeons and Dragons Tattoo

Meet Charlie

Season 7, Episode 23 – Survival of the Fittest

Mention

Season 8, Episode 11 – LARP and the Real Girl

Surprise, it’s Charlie.

Season 8, Episode 20 – Pac-Man Fever

Charlie wants to hunt.

Season 9, Episode 4 – Slumber Party

Charlie’s kind of adventure.

Season 9, Episode 7 – Bad Boys

Mention

Season 10, Episode 11 – There’s No Place Like Home

Charlie comes back.

Season 10, Episode 17 – Inside Man

Mention

Season 10, Episode 18 – Book of the Damned

Charlie’s in trouble.

Season 10, Episode 21 – Dark Dynasty

Charlie is helping.

Season 10, Episode 22 – The Prisoner

What it all comes to.

Season 10, Episode 23 – Brother’s Keeper

Mention

Season 13, Episode 18 – Bring ’em Back Alive

Charlie?

Season 13, Episode 22 – Exodus

Alternate Charlie helps.

Season 13, Episode 23 – Let the Good Times Roll

Mention

Season 14, Episode 6 – Optimism

Alternate Charlie has a long talk with Sam.

Season 15, Episode 10 – The Heroes’ Journey

Mention

Season 15, Episode 17 – Unity

Mention

Season 15, Episode 18 – Despair

Charlie calls Sam and Dean for help.

Castiel’s Story

Castiel plays a huge part in the Supernatural story. An Angel of God, a warrior, and a devoted friend to Sam and Dean. Once Castiel rebels against heaven and chooses free will, and the Winchesters, he finds himself thinking for himself for the first time, and it shows in his awkwardness and child-like behavior. We all love Cas just as much as we love the Winchester brothers.

This list will play out the entire story of Castiel in Supernatural. It’s a very long one, since Cas is such a big part of Sam and Dean’s life.

Enjoy!

Castiel is played by the amazing, admirable, and all-round awesome, Misha Collins.

*Honorable mention: The angel Castiel is mentioned in a spell in episode 3:6 – Red Sky at Morning. This takes place several months before Dean meets Castiel for the first time.

Season 4:

Episode 1 – Lazarus Rising

Episode 2 – Are You There, God? It’s Me, Dean Winchester

Episode 3 – In the Beginning

Episode 4 – Metamorphosis

Episode 7 – It’s the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester

Episode 9 – I Know What You Did Last Summer

Episode 10 – Heaven and Hell

Episode 15 – Death Takes a Holiday

Episode 16 – On the Head of a Pin

Episode 18 – The Monster at the End of this Book

Episode 20 – The Rapture

Episode 21 – When the Levee Breaks

Episode 22 – Lucifer Rising

Season 5:

Episode 1 – Sympathy For the Devil

Episode 2 – Good God, Y’all

Episode 3 – Free to be You and Me

Episode 4 – The End

Episode 6 – I Believe the Children are Our Future

Episode 8 – Changing Channels

Episode 10 – Abandon All Hope…

Episode 11 – Sam, Interrupted

Episode 13 – The Song Remains the Same

Episode 14 – My Bloody Valentine

Episode 16 – Dark Side of the Moon

Episode 17 – 99 Problems

Episode 18 – Point of No Return

Episode 19 – Hammer of the Gods

Episode 21 – Two Minutes to Midnight

Episode 22 – Swan Song

Season 6:

Episode 1 – Exile on Main Street

Episode 3 – The Third Man

Episode 6 – You Can’t Handle the Truth

Episode 7 – Family Matters

Episode 10 – Caged Heat

Episode 12 – Like a Virgin

Episode 15 – The French Mistake

Episode 17 – My Heart Will Go On

Episode 18 – Frontierland

Episode 19 – Mommy Dearest

Episode 20 – The Man Who Would Be King

Episode 21 – Let It Bleed

Episode 22 – The Man Who Knew Too Much

Season 7:

Episode 1 – Meet the New Boss

Episode 2 – Hello, Cruel World

Episode 3 – The Girl Next Door

Episode 5 – Shut Up, Dr. Phil

Episode 6 – Slash Fiction

Episode 7 – The Mentalists

Episode 9 – How to Win Friends and Influence Monsters

Episode 14 – Plucky Pennywhistle’s Magical Menagerie

Episode 17 – The Born-Again Identity

Episode 18 – Party On, Garth

Episode 21 – Reading is Fundamental

Episode 22 – There Will Be Blood

Episode 23 – Survival of the Fittest

Season 8:

Episode 1 – We Need to Talk About Kevin

Episode 2 – What’s Up, Tiger Mommy?

Episode 5 – Blood Brother

Episode 6 – Southern Comfort

Episode 7 – A Little Slice of Kevin

Episode 8 – Hunteri Heroici

Episode 10 – Torn and Frayed

Episode 13 – Everybody Hates Hitler

Episode 16 – Remember the Titans

Episode 17 – Goodbye Stranger

Episode 18 – Freaks and Geeks

Episode 19 – Taxi Driver

Episode 20 – Pac-Man Fever

Episode 21 – The Great Escapist

Episode 22 – Clip Show

Episode 23 – Sacrifice

Season 9:

Episode 1 – I Think I’m Gonna Like It Here

Episode 2 – Devil May Care

Episode 3 – I’m No Angel

Episode 4 – Slumber Party

Episode 6 – Heaven Can’t Wait

Episode 9 – Holly Terror

Episode 10 – Road Trip

Episode 11 – First Born

Episode 12 – Sharp Teeth

Episode 14 – Captives

Episode 18 – Meta Fiction

Episode 20 – Bloodlines

Episode 21 – King of the Damned

Episode 22 – Stairway to Heaven

Episode 23 – Do You Believe in Miracles?

Season 10:

Episode 1 – Black

Episode 2 – Reichenbach

Episode 3 – Soul Survivor

Episode 5 – Fan Fiction

Episode 7 – Girls, Girls, Girls

Episode 9 – The Things We Left Behind

Episode 10 – The Hunter Games

Episode 11 – There’s No Place Like Home

Episode 13 – Halt & Catch Fire

Episode 14 – The Executioner’s Song

Episode 17 – Inside Man

Episode 18 – Book of the Damned

Episode 19 – The Werther Project

Episode 20 – Angel Heart

Episode 21 – Dark Dynasty

Episode 22 – The Prisoner

Episode 23 – Brother’s Keeper

Season 11:

Episode 1 – Out of the Darkness, Into the Fire

Episode 2 – Form and Void

Episode 3 – The Bad Seed

Episode 4 – Baby

Episode 6 – Our Little World

Episode 7 – Plush

Episode 10 – The Devil in the Details

Episode 11 – Into the Mystic

Episode 12 – Don’t You Forget About Me

Episode 14 – The Vessel

Episode 15 – Beyond the Mat

Episode 16 – Safe House

Episode 17 – Red Meat

Episode 18 – Hell’s Angel

Episode 19 – The Chitters

Episode 20 – Don’t Call Me Shurley

Episode 21 – All In The Family

Episode 22 – We Happy Few

Episode 23 – Alpha and Omega

Season 12:

Episode 1 – Keep Calm and Carry On

Episode 2 – Mamma Mia

Episode 3 – The Foundry

Episode 4 – American Nightmare

Episode 7 – Rock Never Dies

Episode 8 – LOTUS

Episode 9 – First Blood

Episode 10 – Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets

Episode 11 – Regarding Dean

Episode 12 – Stuck in the Middle (With You)

Episode 13 – Family Feud

Episode 14 – The Raid

Episode 15 – Somewhere Between Heaven and Hell

Episode 17 – The British Invasion

Episode 18 – The Memory Remains

Episode 19 – The Future

Episode 20 – Twigs & Twine & Tasha Baines

Episode 21 – There’s Something About Mary

Episode 22 – Who We Are

Episode 23 – All along the Watchtower

Season 13:

Episode 1 – Lost and Found

Episode 2 – The Rising Son

Episode 3 – Patience

Episode 4 – The Big Empty

Episode 5 – Advanced Thanatology

Episode 6 – Tombstone

Episode 7 – War of the Worlds

Episode 8 – The Scorpion and the Frog

Episode 12 – Various & Sundry Villains

Episode 13 – Devil’s Bargain

Episode 14 – Good Intentions

Episode 15 – A Most Holy Man

Episode 16 – Scoobynatural

Episode 18 – Bring ’em Back Alive

Episode 19 – Funeralia

Episode 20 – Unfinished Business

Episode 21 – Beat the Devil

Episode 22 – Exodus

Episode 23 – Let the Good Times Roll

Season 14:

Episode 1 – Stranger in a Strange Land

Episode 2 – Gods and Monsters

Episode 3 – The Scar

Episode 4 – Mint Condition

Episode 6 – Optimism

Episode 7 – Unhuman Nature

Episode 8 – Byzantium

Episode 9 – The Spear

Episode 10 – Nihilism

Episode 11 – Damaged Goods

Episode 12 – Prophet and Loss

Episode 13 – Lebanon

Episode 14 – Ouroboros

Episode 15 – Peace of Mind

Episode 16 – Don’t Go In the Woods

Episode 17 – Game Night

Episode 18 – Absence

Episode 19 – Jack in the Box

Episode 20 – Moriah

Season 15:

Episode 1 – Back and to the Future

Episode 2 – Raising Hell

Episode 3 – The Rupture

Episode 4 – Atomic Monsters

Episode 5 – Proverbs 17:3

Episode 6 – Golden Time

Episode 7 – Last Call

Episode 8 – Our Father, Who Aren’t in Heaven

Episode 9 – The Trap

Episode 10 – The Heroes’ Journey

Episode 11 – The Gamblers

Episode 12 – Galaxy Brain

Episode 13 – Destiny’s Child

Episode 14 – Last Holiday

Episode 15 – Gimme Shelter

Episode 16 – Drag Me Away (From You)

Episode 17 – Unity

Episode 18 – Despair

Episode 19 – Inherit the Earth

Episode 20 – Carry On

What is this?

My mom and I both get a nerve pain on the side of our foot randomly and often (the arrow points where). It happens not when we walk, but usually when we’re sitting or laying down. I rarely wear shoes, don’t have dry skin or callouses or corns, etc., there. It’s def a sharp nerve pain, like a pin stabbing that spot (not in the bone or a joint). What is it? We’ve both experienced it for years.

Do you or someone you know get this pain?

Grotesque Me

I am my monster. I am an grotesque being of green, dead, rotten, sloughing flesh, living in a boggy mire of soupy mess. I wallow in all things unbecoming, undesirable, repulsive, abhorrent, repugnant. I am my own mire, repelling all who dare to come near, or stubble upon, me.

They, they are the ones I love, the ones I want, I need in my life. They are the ones I long to accept me, to… validate… the ones I need to understand, attend…

but instead they withdraw, turn their eyes and shun, they cringe at the sight of me, even at the thought…

They cannot kill me, the best they can do is grin, and bear the weight of me.

A blog about my life with multiple chronic illnesses… and some other things I like and do mixed in as well.